sighh..
It’s about time that stress finally overcomes me and all I can really do is cry to let it all out. Thinking about what’s coming next and the stress that I’m going to have to go through for the next months seriously makes me down. I hate school right now. It’s the number one reason of this sudden emotional outburst. The only thing I love about it is seeing my friends… their energy just gets me through everything(: LOVE THEM TO DEATH<333 UGGHHH, I just hate these times when I feel like I’m about to give up and just tumblr about this shtt. So, thanks tumblr for being here whenever I need to vent(:
Plus, the only thing that would make me happy—or should I say the only person who can make me happy right now can’t be here for me and it makes it even harder…
someone please cheer me up and make my day <3
>baby, please don’t go cuz you’re amazing just the way you are<3
irreplaceable
It’s been years and I still haven’t found anyone like you. The others can never compare—not even close. They will never be able to give me the love and care you did nor the memories we’ve made. But I’m slowly letting go and I’m getting better at it day by day. There’s someone out there. They may not be like you, but that’s the probably the point. I need something new, something to look forward to—not to look back at.
>hi old friend,
I haven’t written on tumblr for such a long time but i only write when I feel the need to express. So today, I literally saw my life flash before my eyes and although it was a really scary feeling, it taught me a valuable lesson: NEVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED. I’ve heard of this many times but I never seemed to care. I mean, come on, it’s just one of those quotes we hear way too much, right?
The thing is that we complain about the littlest things, but we don’t really know how lucky we are to still be breathing and living life. Did you ever think about how a person’s life can be easily taken away? Some of us are unable to appreciate the blessing that is given to us everyday. To wake up in morning (and maybe not feel like P Diddy), but just to live another day.
Nobody really knows what’s gonna happen to us the next day, or the next hour, or even the next minute. So, as another saying goes LIVE LIFE LIKE THERE’S NO TOMORROW. Be bold and be open. Do something you wouldn’t normally do. Tell that guy you’ve been crushing on for years that you like him. Sing to the public the way you would in the shower. Act weird. Be unique and just be you. But most importantly, show people that matter that you appreciate them and even tell your parents and your siblings you love them (even though they get annoying at times). Yeah, it’s kind of weird but you never really know what the future holds for us. I’m not saying that you should jump off a cliff, but it that works for you, then do it (with safety ropes, of course). All I’m saying is you wouldn’t want any words to be left unsaid or any thing left undone.
Unfortunately, I had to go through a scary life-changing experience to fully take in this message but at least I learned something new today. (:
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